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I can't stop myself anymore I have nothing to stand for My mind became completely bare Hiding itself from their stare I can't stop my fears from appearing I have nothing to stop my tearing My mind is long since broken Hiding itself from what's spoken I can't stop my overpowering insanity I have nothing to save my humanity My mind can only deny so much Hiding itself away from such I can't stop, I have nothing But the pain nothing brings My mind is hiding itself In hopes of saving myself In hopes that I ever had a chance

You can count to three now, but I'll give it until eight, Because anything past eight I can't save, it'll be too late. I must escape this scary place before I do something I'll regret, The reason for regret is obvious, for I don't want people to forget. Forget about me that is, before that, I want to find true love, The true love for someone truly beautiful, well, kind of. For no one is prefect, I always see the best example in my mirror, So I must escape, now that I see my end drawing nearer and nearer, But the only escape for me is finding someone to clear my desolation, In the mean time, I will stay here until my heart dies of sta

Then I say cry, scream if you must little girl, As you sit in THAT corner, to your chest your leg's curl, Go ahead and scream to nothingness, I can wait, I will spoon feed you kindness until you take the bait. I want to whisk you away, but I have not the means, Until then little girl, my tears fall for each of your screams. I know not what to do to help you out of your mind's hell, But I do know for a fact that I can't leave you in your shell. You're too beautiful to hide away, but need to be shown, Whether you realized it or not, I've cared more then you've known. I cried silent tears as I reread your cries for help into the air,

Yes, I was right in the end, I knew this all along, That things wouldn't work out, still I must be strong. Life can be extremely short, just like one's love, I'll keep it as long as I can, even begging, I'm not above. I hate being right, about all the wrong things, I never deserved to love, never to spread my wings. You came at a dark time, when I finished up my emotions, You showed me true love, and I was caught by that notion. That same notion I feared, the one that caused my pain, The pain was bottled up, but soon grew too much to contain. I hate being right, I hate actually having a clue, I never deserved to love, how much shou

I was telling myself the same, before I pulled string around my neck That I can make myself happy, but having friends puts me in a wreck. But all I did was lay in bed, and hug the pillow forever damp with my tears, Asking constantly why I didn't deserve even a hug, throughout all my years. My heart still aches in horrifying pain, longing for the slightest bit of love, I can see it every where I look, yet it's something I will never get a hold of. When I thought life was being nice, and gave me someone who would care. It turned out they used me, them overflowing the last bit of pain I could bear. Yet somehow I'm here, sharing my best,

While I agree that with more joy can come more hurt, But imagine seeing that joy a hair's breath out of reach, Living with only a longing of someone to simply hug you, Yet caught in such loneliness that you can't seem to breach. "'Tis better to have loved and lost, then to never had loved at all", I only see this as an excuse to help a person move on from the loss, But you hear all the time, that there is worse things then death, Some things that can't be drowned out by the skin I cut across. Yet still, despite the overwhelming sadness, there is always a little light, Even for me, there was a reason not to tie that string around my n

Death comes too fast and too soon, We're all stuck behind a giant dune, The closer we get, the more the sand slips, Sooner or laster, we'll have to come to grips. Life is hard, and can throw you down, Still one must be able to avoid a frown. I can't imagine anymore about how I used to be, I got so depressed just thinking about me. There we times when I wanted to end it all, I didn't want to go through life in a crawl. The worst part is, I still feel that way, I'm dying within, my heart started to decay. I've lost my way so many times that it's ridiculous, I was forced to work hard and be very meticulous, I worked to survive, som

...We were so happy! How did it come to this? How could this happen, there's so much to miss! I finally opened my heart, I was still learning! In the end I was right, of love I'm undeserving. ...You called and you cried, but I could do nothing for you. I was told it wouldn't work, there was nothing I could do? I became broken and lost, choking on my own sadness! Neither of us had a choice, but don't give in to the madness. To let you survive, I made the worst choice ever... I had to leave you, guess I'll see you never... Stay Strong my sweet, especially where I was not! You don't need a weakling like me, or at least, that is what I

Come a little closer, have a slice of my life, I think you might love it, it cuts deeper then a knife. Emotions are left there, don't worry about them here, stuff them in this box, along with all your fear. We'll have a good time, humming with the screams within, Wearing all sorts of masks, so it's like a second skin. Don't know where to go, this ride sure is crazy, Just keep following it, even when my vision is hazy. I'll have a world of my creation, place that's calmer then most, You can ignore the stresses of life, or live like a ghost, This may even work, unless there's someone you'll miss, because most deep inside, all you wan